Welcome to the wonderful, but crazy world of being Nico's Mom. Who in a little over 8 years, has not only taught me what unconditional love really is, but also what true patience really means!!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008



These are photos we had taken last week for his 18 month photos. I got this idea from Jennifer to post them on my blog!! These are one's that I didn't purchase, but definitely deserve to be seen!!! Hope everyone enjoys.
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Is it just my child or is every child kicking and screaming when you have to come in from outside for dinner, bed or nap whichever time of day it happens to be? It's now from the time I pick him up from Gma and Gpa Decker's until the moment I close the garage door because it's time for dinner not play time....I know I am a horrible Mother for making him eat :)
Now I know I may shock some of you who think Nico can do no wrong......BUT he has started throwing tantrums and I think before today, I would of given in but now I am sitting there while he is yelling and screaming thinking "please God please don't let the neighbors see my bad child" but I guess in all reality I know every child has their moments, but lately it seems like in Nico's world it's his way or no way. And I ask myself after the situation is defused, how can I make a 18 month old understand when he looks at me like I have three heads when I start to explain it's dinner time or bed time....
I guess these times makes me feel like I have been defeated, but then after the big crocodile tears are gone and the tantrum is over, and he crawls over to sit on my lap I know it's just another one of those moments we would all like to forget but have to go through until they are old enough to understand.....Your grounded!!! If I only had a nickel every time my Mom said that to my sister because you know I was the angel!!!!
Until next time........
Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Being Mom I guess I don't really understand and now thinking about it, I am not sure Bryan understands either, but I feel like my house is being taken over by cars. Now let me explain, Nico has a passion for cars whether it's matchbox cars (his favorite), Gma Beth's PT Cruiser cars or even a little paper car that came from a Happy Meal toy, Nico has to play with it. We find cars in the playroom (obviously), or in the living room under the couch, or in Athena's water bowl because cars can swim you know, or how about in the bathroom floor where Mommy steps on it when she is not quite awake. Which kind of scares me because sometimes you hear the flushing and we run in there to have Nico laughing and you think..."did he just flush a car down there?" We all have heard horror stories of kids ruining the toilet...that would just be my luck.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008



Sunday, March 16, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Drooled on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin.
I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom
Saturday, March 08, 2008
It's pretty sad when we woke up the morning looked out our back deck and found a county snowplow stuck in the snow!!! You just had to chuckle at the thought....I have to say Steven, Kiki and Olivia even though we miss you, you are definitely not missing the 12+ inches we have gotten since 11am yesterday, and it's still snowing!!!
So I decided to get Nico all bundled up to help Daddy shovel his way out, which by any indication our next stop will be at Home Depot for a snow blower.....anyway, after fighting with a 17 mos old for 10 minutes to get all his layers we finally make it out. Only to find the wind is blowing, the snow is drifted and Nico has troubles with his snow boots walking. After a few minutes and falling face first in the snow, Mommy and Daddy tried not to laugh too hard, he finally got into it only to want to play with all his summer toys stored in the garage. So we got out the basketball hoop and the swimming pool toys, only to figure out they don't work quite as well in the snow!!!
As much as snow is pretty, I have to say I AM OFFICIALLY TIRED OF IT AND READY FOR SPRING!!!!! Although we have had fun with Nico in it, for goodness sake it's almost the middle of March!!! I am definitely at the point of having Spring Fever and I am sure when it's 90 degrees and 100% humidity, you'll all look back at this post and remind me why I love Summer so much!!!

Not a great picture, but I think you get the drift of the snowed in Snowplow!!!
Friday, March 07, 2008

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

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Sunday, February 10, 2008
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Monday, October 01, 2007
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
We have been pretty lucky with our healthy little guy and not really having a cold in the first year of his short life, but yesterday we got our first reality check....
It started really on Monday when Daddy took Nico to Gma Beth's house before work and he threw up for the first time in a long time, but I didn't think much of it as we all know how Daddy loves to horseplay with the baby. But then it turned into waking up at 3am screaming, not wanting to go back to sleep until almost 4:30am, which I thought was odd as Nico is such a good sleeper and has been since he was 4 weeks old, but didn't really click. Then when Mommy got him up to get him ready for breakfast he was hot and I took his temperature to find that he had a slight temperature but still nothing to alarm me something was wrong. Mommy went off to work and Daddy started feeling how warm you were too and it turns out your temperature was over 100.....
But Daddy fed you and you were ok, and took you over to visit Gpa but when they returned and Nico got up the temperature was back up to almost 101, so Mommy called the doctor and the doctor said to come right now. Mommy left work and Daddy met us at the doctor's office to find out Nico had his first ear infection. Since you were so small, he recommended that we get you on antibiotics and now you are loving the cherry flavored medicine as you think it is a treat!!
So our precious little angel got his first "real" illness and now Mommy and Daddy can be called old pros!! I am sure there will definitely be more trips to the doctor, but hopefully the next cold will good as smoothly as the first, but of course I am sure we have much, much more to learn as the adventures of Nico's life go on!!!
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Oh my goodness, I knew the day was coming but it is finally here and I had to hold the emotions of my little boy learning to walk.....
So this is how it started, Bryan called me to tell me he took three steps for him and of course I knew he wasn't lying, I had to see it for myself. So when I got home sure enough as most things go, Nico was tired of walking and just wanted to be left alone and held. So as he melted my heart once again with Mama, I left it alone but......
Then my Mom decided she just had to see the little guy do it for himself, so when she came over Bryan got out the big guns....soda. He stood up and looked at all of us as we intently wanted him to do nothing more than walk, but he stood and stood until he decided he couldn't take it no more and took 5 WHOLE STEPS!!!
Now let me tell you I could of melted right there as my little baby boy was growing up so fast, even before my eyes. Of course now it's not about walking it's about getting that can of soda from Dad!!! So Bryan opened the can and to our surprise it wasn't the soda he wanted but the can tab....so we let him play with it for a minute until we realized maybe that isn't a good idea...but he did just walk, I thought!!!
Then Daddy decided to try again and he did it again!!! Everyone just had to clap and yea because he had accomplished so much. So whether or not he ever walks again (I am sure he will) I feel sad but joyful that my little boy is growing up. And even though I can't bring those baby moments back, I know that it's only new adventures of chasing after the kid that before we know will be running from us :)
Friday, August 31, 2007
It's funny to think two things, one that Bryan is 31 and two that just a year ago little Nico was NEVER going to come out....or so we thought and now he is such a little man!
I guess in this last months pictures I can really start to see him as a little man instead of a baby, he is starting to have his features be more distinct and his personality is definitely coming out!!! As I have stated before he has become so independent that every moment I have him in my arms for more than a second, I cherish because one day he is going to be too big for my lap, especially at the rate he is growing!!! He might be taller than me at 5, HA!
It is also amazing to me how smart he is, for example Great-Grandpa taught him how to push the button to open and close the garage door and even though there are two openers, he knows what buttons to push. And if you don't let him do it when he wants too, you would think you took the child's best friend away :) So begins the learning of you may want something, but you don't always get what you want part of life....
This is definitely something that is hard for me because I want to give him the world, but I also know that I have to step back and let him work for what he wants too. I know being an only child, he will be spoiled I don't doubt that but I also want him to work hard and be a good person without the expectations of getting what he wants when he wants it because we all know that is not how life works! I guess maybe I am looking to hard into it, as he is only 11 months old (tomorrow), but I have realized that even though he thinks we think he doesn't understand, I think sometimes he does more than we can ever imagine.
So today on Daddy's birthday we celebrate him, but we also know that our birthdays are nothing compared to celebrating all the new things Nico continually learns and does as he amazes us every single day!!
Happy Birthday Daddy!!
We love you!
Friday, August 10, 2007
IT IS AMAZING TO ME HOW ONE DAY NICO WAS A LITTLE BABY THAT NEEDED US FOR EVERYTHING TO TODAY WHEN HE IS MR. INDEPENDENT WHO NOW CONTINUES TO AMAZE ME WITH HIS 1ST'S....
I STARTED TO NOTICE HIS INDEPENDENCE QUITE A WHILE AGO, BUT NOW IT'S CRAZY ALL THE NEW THINGS HE DOES EVERYDAY AND I DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT UNTIL I SIT BACK AND THINK....DID HE DO THAT YESTERDAY??
SO A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO I NOTICED THAT WHEN CHANGING HIM AND TRYING TO OCCUPY HIM FROM ROLLING ONTO THE FLOOR FROM HIS CHANGING TABLE, HE CLAPS. NOW I HAVE BEEN WORKING WITH HIM FOR MONTHS TO TRY TO GET HIM TO CLAP BY SAYING YEA NICO TO PLAYING PATTY CAKE, BUT AS WITH ANYTHING ELSE IT'S ON NICOLAS TIME....SO WHEN HE WAS READY AND FEELS LIKE HE WANTS TOO, HE CLAPS. AND HOW CUTE IT IS, IT ALMOST MADE ME WANT TO CRY AS NOW I FINALLY KNOW HE IS GROWING UP WAY TO FAST!!
ALONG WITH CLAPPING HE HAS DECIDED WHAT NICO WANTS, NICO GETS...SO WATCHING HIM ONCE AGAIN CLIMB ON THE TOY BOX (WHICH HE KNOWS HE NOT SUPPOSE TOO AND DOES IT JUST TO HEAR MOMMY SAY NO AGAIN) TO CLIMB ONTO THE COUCH, TO CLIMB AROUND TO GET TO THE BLINDS. TO ME, THAT'S A GENIUS TO AT 10 MONTHS OLD TO SIT THERE AND FIGURE OUT, HOW CAN I OUTSMART MOMMY AGAIN??
NOW I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS THERE KIDS ARE THE SMARTEST EVER, BUT I AM CONTINUALLY REMINDING MYSELF THAT SOON ENOUGH, HE WILL FINALLY REALIZE HE IS SMARTER THAN HIS OLD PARENTS!!!
Monday, July 30, 2007
So you think you have everything you could possibly need to entertain a 9 month old, but do you?? Case in point I thought, snacks, a book, toys, Mommy's cell phone, juice cup and milk would be plenty to keep little precious Nico entertained for our short flight, but of course he had a mind of his own....
So getting on the airplane, he's asleep in my arms, safe right??? Wrong he wakes up and not just hi Mommy I am awake ready to play mood, but the rarely seen I just want to go to bed right now scream!!! Twenty-five minutes later and everyone thinking when the heck is this kid gonna shut up, he finally realizes that Mommy putting him in his own seat standing up showing the entire plane, yes I am the kid that just annoyed you!!! Luckily, when he was laughing, smiling and twinkling his beautiful blues at everyone I knew we would be making it off the plane without being pointed and stared at. Which in turn made us the beautiful baby that was screaming :(
What this experience truly taught me as I have posted in the past, it's not about Mommy and Daddy anymore, it's all about Nico. And I thank God he is so beautiful or if not I am not sure our picture wouldn't be on the AirTran board of people who are not allowed to travel with them anymore :)
Monday, July 02, 2007
I RECENTLY HAD A NEW EXPERIENCE WITH LITTLE NICO WHO IN HIS WORLD THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS FEAR AND UNFORTUANTELY I HAD TO FIND OUT THE HARD WAY....
SO IT ALL BEGIN WITH AN INNOCENT AFTERNOON OF SWIMMING AT COUSIN JULIE'S HOUSE. WE CHANGED INTO OUR SUITS AND MOMMY WAS GETTING NICO'S BOTTLE READY. SO INSTEAD OF HAVING HIM TERRORIZE SOMEONE ELSE'S HOUSE I DECIDED TO PUT HIM ON THE COUNTER, HOLDING ON AND GETTING HIS BOTTLE READY BEFORE SWIMMING. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT HE IS ON THE FLOOR SCREAMING AND I AM SEEING THIS ALL HAPPEN IN SLOW MOTION WONDERING HOW CAN I AVOID THIS??
AFTER PICKING HIM AS HE WAS SCREAMING A CRY I DON'T OFTEN HEAR, AND SEEING THAT NOTHING WAS BROKEN THE TEARS POURED OUT AND THE BLOOD STARTED FLOWING FROM HIS LITTLE GUMS. I RAN OUTSIDE AS EVERYONE SAW THE EXPRESSION ON MY FACE, JULIE RAN IN TO HELP ME WITH PUTTING A WET WASHCLOTH ON HIS GUMS. AS I AM HOLDING MY INNOCENT CHILD AND THINKING I AM THE WORST MOTHER IN THE WORLD, JULIE SAVES THE DAY WITH A POPSICLE. LUCKILY JOSH WAS THERE WHO IS A EMT AND CHECKED HIM OUT, AND REASSURED ME HE WAS GOING TO SURVIVE HIS FIRST OF MANY, MANY FALLS!!
REFLECTING BACK, I AM GLAD I KEPT MY COOL BUT AS JULIE TOLD ME LATER THE LOOK ON MY FACE SHE KNEW SOMETHING WAS TRULY WRONG....AND NOW I CAN SAY WE GOT THROUGH THE FIRST FALL, HOPEFULLY TO BE THE LAST ONE FROM THE KITCHEN COUNTER AS MOM DEFINITELY HAS LEARNED HER LESSON....ALTHOUGH I AM SURE GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY AGAIN WITH THE FEELING OF NO FEAR, NICO WILL BE GOING HEAD FIRST OFF THE NEXT ITEM HE HAS THE CHANCE TOO AND IF AS IN THIS DAY I CAN'T CATCH HIM FAST ENOUGH I HAVE LEARNED KIDS BOUNCE BACK PRETTY QUICKLY AND CAN BE WRITTEN IN THE RECORD BOOK OF JUST ANOTHER DAY IN THE ADVENTURE OF RAISING LITTLE NICO~